JuLi Wong

A glimpse of my teen years

noreply@blogger.com (Ju Li) — Mon, 23 Nov 2009 09:26:00 +0000

Hello! :) Since i haven't been blogging much, i created a scrapblog for u guys to take a look. :D Creating this took up so much time. Gotta go back to studying. See how monotonous my life is right now but it'll all be over soon and u'll see something NEW from me! :) taaa!

Nothing could calm me down, it seems

noreply@blogger.com (Ju Li) — Tue, 17 Nov 2009 13:45:00 +0000

I'm sure all form 5 students are as nervous as me now. Because i couldn't breathe properly the whole day.

I feel like i could give up already and just say "whatever lah, just let spm be over quickly already!"
Its the pressure from everyone, teachers, parents, students, government, life who take SPM so importantly that it became students' burden. It's like they made us take it this way.

But i know when this important moment of my life is over, i won't be saying "owh now the thing i've been working for is over, i have nothing to look forward anymore. I am gonna miss it" like i've said for every other important stuff. But SPM is not what i'll miss, fo' sure! :D

So whatever it is, good or bad (hopefully good), let it be over already.

Good luck, ya'll! :)

When it shatters...

noreply@blogger.com (Ju Li) — Sat, 07 Nov 2009 06:28:00 +0000

...i can't drive.

Was sleeping so soundly this morning and mum came in to wake me up to take pictures of my car. Click the images below to enlarge. I didn't dare touch it because once something hits on it again, it might shatter into million pieces. So i couldn't even take my P license out.

And what happened? Apparently those ppl who cut the grass using those long stick grass cutter thing, the one that spins? While they were cutting, i think a stone hit the screen.

Looks really bad right?

It really looked super fragile! Don't even dare to take my P license out.

Brian loh, if u're reading this, it means no bubble tea! haha

To hell with my pride, let it fall like rain

noreply@blogger.com (Ju Li) — Mon, 02 Nov 2009 18:36:00 +0000

Sometimes i ask how people can be so good at what they are doing. Now i wonder myself what i'm good at. What i can do so brilliant that nobody else could do. Maybe u guys see some traits in me that i can't see it myself? Maybe u wanna tell me what i'm good at? :)

Talking? I've seen people talked more than me.
Writing? I can't even write a daily post.
Make people laugh? Comedians can do that.
Be a listener? I COULD DO THAT! :)

What i realized - I don't show people that i'm sad. Friends don't label me as emo. I don't think they see my sentimental side either, do they? I put on a smile for whatever situation but when people meet me for the first time, they say i looked snobbish. hmm.. not many have seen me cried. Those who have, its either i'm comfortable with u around or u just happen to be there. Or maybe people don't see that dark side of me is because i don't know how to express my feelings? I'm such a stoner that my face shows nothing? Ahh, maybe thats how i got "stoningfreak" :)

"I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show. And i thought that being strong meant never losing your self-control" - Keith Urban

I think i'm more of an observer. I don't allow myself to be predictable. I predict people! haha but that doesn't mean i judge. Or i judge less. Because i don't want people around me to be judgmental in return.

But then yet again, who can't do what i just said right? All of you could put on a fake smile when u're not in ur best mood. And everyone can be a great listener if they want to too. And not be so judgmental, just step into their shoes and think like them :)

My fortune cookie (no, i don't need my daily dosage of fortune cookies) once said, i'll be a great philanthropist (one who loves mankind, and seeks to promote the good of others) in my later years. Well, thats something encouraging! I hope to be one. At least when i look back someday, i could yell, Hey! i was one helpless lady back then and million lives have been touched by me now =D

I think i know what i need. I need encouraging friends. I want people who say encouraging words and remind me of what i'm good at or what's important to me, what kind of heart that is beating in my chest. I wanna know i'm good and capable in something important. I wanna do something so spectacular that i realize what i want in life. Or rather, my life.

I know we are all worth something. We just need a little of someone to remind us what.

Now did i get you wondering what u're good at yourself? :D After all, whatever that separates us from the rest made us us right? :)

I and Love and You

noreply@blogger.com (Ju Li) — Thu, 29 Oct 2009 05:27:00 +0000

Two songs i just heard from One Tree Hill season 7 episode 6 & 7 and i like it! :)
Singalong! but on second thought, u guys might not like country. Owh well, just listen then ;D

The Avett Brothers - I and Love and You

Load the car and write the note
Grab your bag and grab your coat
Tell the ones that need to know
We are headed north

One foot in and one foot back
But it don't pay, to live like that
So i cut the ties and i jumped the tracks
For never to return

Ah Brooklyn Brooklyn take me in
Are you aware the shape I'm in
My hands they shake my head it spins
Ah Brooklyn Brooklyn take me in

When at first I learned to speak
I used all my words to fight
With him and her and you and me
Oh but its just a waste of time
Yeah its such a waste of time

That woman shes got eyes that shine
Like a pair of stolen polished dimes
She asked to dance I said it's fine
I'll see you in the morning time

Ah Brooklyn Brooklyn take me in
Are you aware the shape im in
My hands they shake my head it spins
Ah Brooklyn Brooklyn take me in

Three words that became hard to say
I and love and you
What you were then, I am today
Look at the things I do

Ah Brooklyn Brooklyn take me in
Are you aware the shape I'm in
My hands they shake my head it spins
Ah Brooklyn Brooklyn take me in

Dumbed down and numbed by time and age
Your dreams to catch the world, the cage
The highway sets the travelers stage
All exits look the same

Three words that became hard to say
I and love and you
I and love and you
I and love and you

Susie Suh - Feather of the Wind

Looking at the sea again
Tides that rise and fall and then rise again
My love floats like a feather in the wind
Catch me if you can
Catch me

I don't even know just what i'd do
If you found your way back through
Clear all the cob webs that we weaved
Making room for you and me

There's a road to my heart
Follow signs through the ride
When you see all the lights glowing bright,
Beside the dark and all
You know you found me

Looking at the city escape
Tiny little bubbles sparkling in the night
I don't think its ever too late
To cut the ties that bond us to our lies.

I don't even know just what i'd say
If you found your way back
Clear all the cob webs that we made
Wishing for you to stay

There's a road to my heart
Following signs through the ride
When you see all the lights glowing bright,
Beside the dark and all
You know you found me

Looking at the sea again
Tides that rise and fall and then rise again
My love floats like a feather in the wind
Catch me if you can
Catch me

Like Titanic, but this ship won't sink

noreply@blogger.com (Ju Li) — Fri, 23 Oct 2009 10:47:00 +0000

Maiden Voyage

(Graduation Prom 2009)

Board the Graduation ship with us to celebrate the end of high school! It'll make its maiden voyage on the 17th of December 2009. Meet us at The Legend Hotel, Kuala Lumpur starting from 7.00 pm till midnight!!

The theme for this spectacular graduation prom night will be, yes, you've guessed it, its "MAIDEN VOYAGE"

Thinking of Titanic? But i assure you, this ship sure won't sink! ;) Get ready to pour your heart out as you bid farewell to your loved ones.

Come in your best FORMAL suits and dresses as there will be TWO categories for Prom King and Prom Queen this year. Think you are eco-friendly? Or the best dressed in town? Go ahead and fight for these titles :-

- Best Dressed Prom King & Prom Queen
- Most Eco-Friendly Prom King & Prom Queen

Nominees of the "Best Dressed Prom King & Queen" will be announced on that night itself whereas the candidates for "Most Eco-Friendly Prom King & Prom Queen" can be nominated online. [More news on that SOON!]

Are you jumping in excitement already? ;D Click here to know more about ticket sales and activities that will be going on that night.

Don't miss out and i hope to see you there! :) Everyone is invited!

A joke is a very serious thing

noreply@blogger.com (Ju Li) — Mon, 19 Oct 2009 09:03:00 +0000

I remember i wrote my own New Year's resolutions this year. Let's see if i'm living up to it? :)

Well, here's my 8th of January post.

I said

- Less tv, more study (but the amount of homework i get from skool everyday is crazy!)
*I do watch less tv now :) Accomplished.

- Pay attention to all my lessons in class especially history, chem and physics
*That didn't work =P Not accomplished.

- Will not procrastinate on homework
*Yeap i did most of my homework. Half accomplished? :)

- Wake up at 4am every morning for at least 2 weeks before exams start (i absorb better in the morning)
*Still doing it. Maybe not every morning. Half accomplished.

- Able to drive after my birthday
*Accomplished! :D

- Make losers feel less sorry for themselves. How? By slapping them =)
*Obviously not accomplished. i can't slap them

- Make peace
*Accomplished. I care less about drama and what ppl think of me. Those who wanna start a war with me, try harder! :)

- Aim for straight As in SPM
*Aiming, aiming! Half accomplished.

So i've completely accomplished 2 out of 8. The year hasn't come to an end yet. I can still work on those half accomplished, eh? ;-)

I really don't know the importance of high school or shall i say i don't know the importance of studying the subjects we are not interested in. Wanna enlighten me?

when they all tell me its over..

noreply@blogger.com (Ju Li) — Fri, 16 Oct 2009 03:04:00 +0000

Tune up my playlist everytime i paste lyrics! ;-)

And because i like Clay Aiken. I'd like someone to sing this to me one day. haha :D

I feel like I never measure up to who you see
Sometimes I think I can't give you all the love you need
You keep changing everyday
Amazing me in everyway.

If I could be the perfect man in your eyes
I would give all I'm worth to be a part of your life
I could promise the world but it's out of my hands
I can only give you everything I have

I never dreamed I could ever feel the way I do
I hope and pray I will always be enough for you
I can only do my best
I have to trust you with the rest

If I could be the perfect man in your eyes
I would give all I'm worth to be a part of your life
I could promise the world but it's out of my hands
I can only give you everything I have

I promise I will hold you through the changes and fears
When life seems unclear
And when I can't be right there with you
I know there's angels by your side

If I could be the perfect man in your eyes
I would give all I'm worth to be a part of your life
I could promise the world but it's out of my hands
I can only give you everything

If I could be the perfect man in your eyes
I would give all I'm worth to be a part of your life
I could promise the world but it's out of my hands
I can only give you everything... I have

And because I like Bethany Joy Galeotti's voice.

I'd like to say I make good use of my time while you've been away
And it's true
I've been at my piano everyday thinking of you

They talk around
I hear them whisper
It's the funniest thing really
They think you're gone forever
I know the truth
It's just getting hard to believe it

And they all tell me it's over
Even the stars are aligned
And I

I follow the sign so clearly and still I fall in
The quicksand's pulling me down
I follow the sign so clearly and still they catch me
The quicksand's pulling me down

I'm not the same
I can't sleep nights and now I'm calling your name when I do
And yet without you they say I get on better
BetterBetter

When they all tell me it's over
I'll damn the Gods until the stars are aligned
And I

I follow the sign so clearly and still I fall in
The quicksand's pulling me down
I follow the sign so clearly and still they catch me
The quicksand's pulling me down

Look at my life and look at my face
Can't you see my heart bleeding down my sleeve

You're holding my hand and holding my heart
But I just wanna feel your breath inside me so I can breathe

Somewhere in the distance I catch a spark
A grace
A hope
Something that makes me feel like I'm alive

It's never too soon
It's never too late so I start screaming out
I see your face
I see your hand reaching down and I yell to you
And I say

I follow the sign so clearly and still I fall in
The quicksand's pulling me down
I follow the sign so clearly and still they caught me
The quicksand's pulling me down

I follow the sign so clearly and still I fall in
The quicksand's pulling me down
I know you can feel me rising
And I'm on fire but they keep on pulling me out
Out

Look at my life and look at my face
And look where I've come to get to this place with you

Sitting there at your feet and rest in your arms
And listen to your beat

I Can't Help It

noreply@blogger.com (Ju Li) — Mon, 12 Oct 2009 16:10:00 +0000

I am such a useless blogger.

Because i haven't blogged for say..3 weeks? =(
But not because i don't want to.

Everytime i have something in mind to blog about,

I tell myself not to touch my laptop and study.

And i'm finally blogging because as what the title says, i can't help it :)

Because...

I PASSED MY DRIVING TEST :D yes, be happy for me cause i am.

I failed my slope once so its such a relieve that i don't need to go through lessons and face fear again. :)

When i was 15, i can't wait to drive and here i am now available to drive legally. hehe..

I'm not bragging, my point is that time flies faster every year.

I know, i know, u ppl hear that all the time but it is! Time does fly faster EVERY year.

And soon, u'll see me leaving high school.

But lets talk about something nearer. Something more terryfying. haha

SPM is just bloody next month. But i'm glad i finished on the 8th of December.

Still have time for me to think about Christmas, my favourite season of the year :)

But that means i won't be able to watch New Moon once it premiers. Bum much! :(

Just log in to view! I'm sure u have facebook ;-)

noreply@blogger.com (Ju Li) — Fri, 02 Oct 2009 16:52:00 +0000

Click HERE and HERE

And there'll be more coming up, just keep checking my facebook. Only if u wanna see! :)

If i don't really update my blog nowadays, u know i'm trying to study ;-)

Spring in the Air

noreply@blogger.com (Ju Li) — Fri, 02 Oct 2009 01:46:00 +0000

So how was Melbourne u may ask? Melbourne was A.W.E.S.O.M.E. period. The last time i visited Melbourne, i thought it was huge cause i was only there for 3 days i think. This time, i was there for a full 8 days. So i pretty much explored everyything. If i were to migrate there, i might find it a lil boring but heck, much better that it here in Malaysia. The air is so clean that when u step out of the plane and plant foot in Malaysia, u could instantly feel the difference. And my red nose (sensitive to dust) could prove it. haha And did i mention ppl there are really nice? If a stranger talks to u here, u'd be too afraid to reply but Aussie ppl are friendly or have i not met those who are mean yet?

So i'm not gonna tell u how it all went for that 8 days. How bout i post all the pictures on facebook and u take a look? A picture paints a thousand words, they say. And i took at least 700 PICTURES! Go figure! :) I'm sure u can make up what happened in Melbourne here and there :)

I'll post up the link once i've uploaded most of the pictures and just a slight warning, it might take a while knowing my rate of acomplishing things is rather low. hehe :)

Enjoy ur weekend, folks :D

A dream is a wish your heart makes when you're fast asleep

noreply@blogger.com (Ju Li) — Wed, 16 Sep 2009 11:48:00 +0000

Wonder where i've been ?

TRIALS IS OVERRRR!!

and yes, i'm back to blogging.

But i'll be leaving to Melbourne this Sunday so i'll try to blog when i have the chance =)

So who is up for a story?

Yesterday night, Dad called me up. So i went upstairs and i said "yes?"

He said "A neighbour behind told me you were walking the dog with a guy. Who's the guy?"

He didn't even ask if i was really walking with anyone or find out if it was actually me, he jumped into conclusion and asked straight away "Who's the guy?"

I hate to give explanations when i know ppl are not gonna believe me, so after telling him that i wasn't walking with any guy, i just stormed out of the room. I was FURIOUS!

I know what u're thinking and OBVIOUSLY, if i am guilty, i wouldn't be blogging about this! So i wasn't walking with anyone and truth be told, i don't even remember saying hi to anyone.

Apparently when my dad brought the dog out in the morning, a neighbour asked

Dad. Neighbour.

"HEY! This is your dog? I saw a young lady walked this dog the other day. Is she your daughter?"

"yes"

"owh..and there was a guy with her too. Is he your son too?"

"errr...no?" (cause my brother is currently in Melbourne)

"owh..must be her boyfriend then"

"my daughter doesn't have a boyfriend"

"OOPS!! *covers her mouth*"

Like OMG!!! Which neighbour would do that??? Especially the OOPS! part.

Seriously, there are only 2 possibilities to this

1) IF what she said is right, there must be something supernatural walking with me that day. And this possibility kinda scares me.

2) That neighbour's a bitch laaaa.. and probably saw the wrong person.

Having a WTFF!! moment. So FML. bitch.

Where are the brains of teenage girls these days?

noreply@blogger.com (Ju Li) — Sun, 30 Aug 2009 17:29:00 +0000

Let me tell u, when u read about some young girls in the newspapers who got raped or killed by boyfriends, there's NO NEED TO BE SORRY for SOME of them. They need to pay for their actions.

And here's why....

If you could listen to cantonese, then go ahead. And if u can't, still go ahead but i suggest u find someone to translate it for u.

This girl named Siu Man, a hongkee (from Hong Kong, obviously) called to a radio station and talked about her relationship with a guy whom she met online. The relationship lasted only for a month and they met about 4 times.

Below is a conversation between her and 2 DJs which the Djs scolded her. And i think the DJs did the right thing.

HKRadiostation.wma -

Now tell me, how brainless can she get?

Boy u smile at me and its alright

noreply@blogger.com (Ju Li) — Thu, 27 Aug 2009 16:51:00 +0000

I was at Starbucks with them yesterday and actually studied. So pretty satisfied :) Click the picture to enlarge!

So anyway, u know i update my playlist from time to time. Now here's the time again. =) Tune it up!

The Saturdays - Issues

Ohhh Yeah
SometimesI Feel like I’m going out of My mind,
Boy the way you do me is a damn crime,
But then you smile at me
and its all right, With you there aint nothin' in between,

Every time that I walk out the door,
Tell myself I can't take it no more,There’s a part of me won't let you go
Keep saying yes when my minds saying no,

Chorus:
Me and my heart we got issues,
Don’t know if I should hate you or miss you,
Damn, I wish that I could resist you,
Can't decide if I should leave you or kiss you.
Me and my heart we got issues, issues, issues.
We got issues, issues, issues.

Its so wrong, boy you leave me hangin' for so long,
You empty out my love until its all gone,
You change the words but still it's the same song,
I’m tired of the melody.

Change my number and throw out your clothes,
But my feelings for you, it still shows,
I keep building the walls round my heart,
But then I see you, and it all falls apart...

Chorus:
Me and my heart we got issues,
Don’t know if I should hate you or miss you,
Damn, I wish that I could resist you,
Can't decide if I should leave you or kiss you.
Me and my heart we got issues, issues, issues.
We got issues, issues, issues.

Why fight it, cant hide it
Truth is I think I like it,
Confusion, illusions
Still I don’t know which way to go….

Chorus: (x2)
Me and my heart we got issues,
Don’t know if I should hate you or miss you,
Damn, I wish that I could resist you,
Can't decide if I should leave you or kiss you.

Me and my heart we got issues, issues, issues.
We got issues, issues, issues.
Me and my heart we got issues, issues, issues
We got issues, issues, issues,
We got issues, issues, issues
We got issues, issues, issues

Me and my heart we got issues
Don’t know whether I should hate you or miss you.

Relient K - Who I Am Hates Who I've Been (acoustic)

I watched the preverbal sunrise
Coming up over the Pacific and
You might think I’m losing my mind
But I will shy away from the specifics
'Cause I don’t want you to know where I am
'Cause then you’ll see my heart in the saddest state it’s ever been
This is no place to try and live my life

(Stop right there) That’s exactly where I lost it
(See that line?) Well I never should have crossed it
(Stop right there) Well I never should have said that it’s the very moment that I wish that I could take back
I’m sorry for the person I became
I’m sorry that it took so long for me to change
I’m ready to try to never become that way again

'Cause who I am hates who I’ve been
Who I am hates who I’ve been

I talked to absolutely no one
Couldn’t keep to myself enough and the things
I bottled inside I finally begun to create so much pressure that I’d soon blow up
I heard the reverberating footsteps
Syncing up to the beating of my heart

And I was positive that unless I got myself together
I would watch me fall apart
And I can’t let that happen again
'Cause then you’ll see my heart in the saddest state it’s ever been
This is no place to try and live my life

(Stop right there) That’s exactly where I lost it
(See that line?) I never should have crossed it
(Stop right there) I never should have said that it’s the very moment that I wish that I could take back
(Stop right there) Well that’s exactly where I lost it
(See that line?) Well I never should have crossed it
(Stop right there) Well I never should have said that it’s the very moment that I wish that I could take back
I’m sorry for the person I became
I’m sorry that it took so long for me to change
I’m ready to try to never become that way again
'Cause who I am hates who I’ve been
Who I am hates who I’ve been
Who I am hates who I’ve been

And who I am will take the second chance you gave me
Who I am hates who I’ve been
'Cause who I’ve been is all you’ve ever made me
I’m sorry for the person I became
I’m sorry that it took so long for me to change
I’m ready to try to never become that way again

'Cause who I am hates who I’ve been
Who I am hates who I’ve been

Goodnight! =)

Are u watching the world?

noreply@blogger.com (Ju Li) — Fri, 21 Aug 2009 19:20:00 +0000

Have u ever thought of being the only person awake while the whole world is sleeping? I was wondering how it feels like to be up at somewhere really high, not just high but in the middle where everything goes round. Because we are so involved in things, we don't watch the world... we go along with it.

And i want to watch the world.

So i'm awake and i imagine i'm standing right at the centre of the Earth where i could see everyone else is sound asleep. I watch how the world works like how a time machine (those that u see on television, of course) would work. All those large gears and chains that's making the Earth revolve. Its amazing.

I see people are different nowadays. Even MONKS have twitter, facebook, Nokia Nseries handphones and whatever that is up to date! I just talked to one on twitter. haha We humans do not like to be left out. I always thought monks have a very pure mind, not that having twitter makes ur mind un-pure, don't get me wrong. I thought they are supposed to pray 24/7, do blessings for others, meditate or don't care about anything in the world. That monk i talked to had 20,000++ followers and he himself is following as many. It's cool when u get to see something like that.

Something not ordinary. So i wanna watch the world as i go along with it.

See things beyond the surface.

I want to witness SUNRISE and SUNSET together, RAIN and SNOW at the same time, SPRING and FALL in one day, BEDTIME and BREAKFAST in one afternoon.

I'm a Groundbreaking Thinker

noreply@blogger.com (Ju Li) — Wed, 19 Aug 2009 08:47:00 +0000

If you love personality test, then u should really try iPersonic. Because for me, the results came out freakily true for some parts. I've never taken a personality test that describes EXACTLY what i thought of myself before. This is probably not like the other personality tests u've tried. Just give it a shot and if u don't like it then.........i'll let u buy me Starbucks. haha ;-p

*thanks to Crystal Cha, knew about the test from her blog :)

Well, i got mine as a Groundbreaking Thinker. I might not agree with some but i agree with MOST of it. hehe.. here's the result -

My TYPE
Groundbreaking Thinkers are charming, enthusiastic persons. They really bubble over with energy and like to take centre stage. They love variety both professionally and privately. Groundbreaking Thinkers tackle changes consistently with their optimism and firm belief in their own abilities; they are always on the look-out for improvement possibilities. Their excellent communication skills are of great advantage to them here. They approach the world with curiosity and openness and master new situations with a great deal of talent for improvising and with resourcefulness. Their spare time is taken up with a large number of hobbies; most Groundbreaking Thinkers like to travel in order to gather as many different impressions as possible. This personality type is unbeatable at discovering new possibilities.

In their work, Groundbreaking Thinkers highly rate challenges and diversified tasks. They cannot stand routine and too detailed work. They love to astound others with bold ideas for an original, new project and then leave it up to the others to implement them. Hierarchies, rules and regulations arouse their opposition and they love outsmarting the system. It is vital to them that they enjoy their work; if this is the case, they quickly become pure workaholics. Their creativity best takes effect when they work independently; but they are very good at motivating others and infecting them with their optimistic nature. (am i infecting u with my optimistic nature? =D) Conceptual or advisory activities appeal especially to Groundbreaking Thinkers. It can happen that some people feel somewhat duped by their flexible, spontaneous nature.

Their sociability and enterprise ensure that Groundbreaking Thinkers always have a large circle of friends and acquaintances in which activity plays an important role. As they are mostly in a good mood, they are popular and very welcome guests. Grumbling and peevishness are unknown to them. However, they do tend to be a little erratic and unstable when it comes to obligations and this makes them appear to be unreliable to some. Groundbreaking Thinkers are very critical and demanding when it comes to picking a partner because they look for the ideal relationship and have a very concrete picture of this ideal relationship. Mutual aims in life are very important to them. They do not like compromising and would rather remain alone. For the partner, it is often a challenge to have a long-term relationship with a Groundbreaking Thinker. Groundbreaking Thinkers need a lot of space and diversity or otherwise they become bored and feel cramped. Types who are rather more traditionalistic often have problems with the willingness of Groundbreaking Thinkers to take risks and their often crazy, spontaneous actions. However, if one can summon up sufficient flexibility and tolerance for them, one will never be bored in their presence and will always have a loyal and faithful partner.

Adjectives which describe your type : extroverted, theoretical, logical, spontaneous, rational, innovative, intellectual, open, independent, curious, enterprising, analytical, clever, enthusiastic, venturesome, inventive, energetic, sociable, optimistic, non-conformist, creative, freedom-loving, charming, able to get enthusiastic, self-confident, communicative, capricious, inconsistent, outgoing

My LOVE
A charmer like you rarely has a problem flirting, but because you are so demanding and particular, it still takes quite a while until you are interested in a partner and push things past the non-committal chitchat. (i'll let u be the judge for this, eh? =p) After all, you are not one to spontaneously settle on one single person too soon - you are too afraid that you might miss too many other attractive options in doing so!

Besides, you secretly have a very clear picture of the ideal relationship in your heart, and you diligently measure all eligible partners by that. Since most of them are eliminated by their falling through the screen at the first go around, you often stay single for a relatively long time even though you are very sociable, spend lots of time among people, and have any number of contacts. You like to flirt, to have fun, to try things out, but you are only going to get involved in a serious relationship if you are totally convinced to have found your soul mate. Fortunately, your vision of a perfect relationship is admittedly a lot more realistic than one would expect because your thinking part makes sure that you don’t get permanently lost in quixotic concepts.

Your hesitation in matters of love is rooted in your pronounced inner autonomy, among other things. You enjoy having a partner with whom you can have fun in your life, but it does not occur to you to make that interdependent with your satisfaction and happiness. You don’t have to rely on a relationship in order to feel good. Your large circle of friends, and many interests, occupy you and keep boredom and loneliness from emerging. Once you have decided on a partner, it is very important for you to preserve your space within your relationship, as well. You enjoy doing things with your partner, but it is not important to you that he/she shares all of your interests or has exactly the same hobbies. You must have time to yourself anyway, so you can concentrate on your activities without having the feeling someone is looking over your shoulder. Therefore, you need a very self- confident and independent person as a partner who can also occupy him/herself on his/her own without turning into Velcro - that would get old very quickly!

now click away (link above) and get ur own personality test :)

Good ol' Uncle Kracker

noreply@blogger.com (Ju Li) — Mon, 17 Aug 2009 15:39:00 +0000

Now who doesn't like Uncle Kracker?

Don't know who Uncle Kracker is?

I'm sure u've heard of Follow Me

Click on the link above and see if u remember ;-)

Check out his new album "Happy Hour" or listen to his latest single Smile here

he took 4 to 5 years writing this album, so it must be GREAT! =)

Now just tune up my playlist and SINGALONG! =D

You're better then the best

I'm lucky just to linger in your light

Cooler then the flip side of my pillow, that's right

Completely unaware

Nothing can compare to where you send me, Lets me know that it's ok, yeah it's ok

And the moments where my good times start to fade

You make me smile like the sun

Fall out of bed, sing like bird

Dizzy in my head, spin like a record

Crazy on a Sunday night

You make me dance like a fool

Forget how to breathe

Shine like gold, buzz like a bee

Just the thought of you can drive me wild

Ohh, you make me smile

Even when you're gone

Somehow you come along

Just like a flower poking the sidewalk crack and just like that

You steal away the rain and just like that

You make me smile like the sun

Fall out of bed, sing like bird

Dizzy in my head, spin like a record

Crazy on a Sunday night

You make me dance like a fool

Forget how to breathe

Shine like gold, buzz like a bee

Just the thought of you can drive me wild

Ohh, you make me smile

Don't know how I lived without you

Cuz everytime that I get around you

I see the best of me inside your eyes

You make me smile

You make me dance like a fool

Forget how to breathe

Shine like gold, buzz like a bee

Just the thought of you can drive me wild

You make me smile like the sun

Fall out of bed, sing like bird

Dizzy in my head, spin like a record

Crazy on a Sunday night

You make me dance like a fool

Forget how to breathe

Shine like gold, buzz like a bee

Just the thought of you can drive me wild

Ohh, you make me smile

A second, a minute, an hour, a day goes by..

noreply@blogger.com (Ju Li) — Thu, 13 Aug 2009 16:04:00 +0000

Skipping school 2moro again. All together, skipped 4 days this week. No, i'm not having fun or anything. In fact, i've been studying at home. Before Dad leaves for work, he'll wake me up :) so it has been working for me as i absorb much better in the morning. So i take the opportunity to study a heavy subject like history.

And i haven't been falling asleep :) be happy for me. haha As proof, i've got pictures of myself going crazy due to too much of studying. lol

this was yesterday afternoon. Concentration level low. history got to me.

And today.. woke up and only survived with a banana till 2pm. =( Did a

ddmath the whole day. It takes up alot of my time for addmath.

Probably studying could make me come up with hilarious pictures.

Have a good laugh.

Goodnight :)

And it stings like a spider

noreply@blogger.com (Ju Li) — Sat, 08 Aug 2009 14:30:00 +0000

Final Lenka videos i have.

Dangerous and Sweet

The Show

We Will Not Grow Old

Going Blue is the theme

noreply@blogger.com (Ju Li) — Fri, 07 Aug 2009 16:40:00 +0000

Hello :)

Followed my parents to One World Hotel tonight for an annual dinner by a German company, i think. Adults' function may not always be bad, let me tell u. Tonight was so grand that i haven't been to anything like that. Sorry guys, no pictures taken. It'll be too rude to take pictures if u're not the photographer for the night. Speaking of rude, a German dude was giving his speech (and a few others too) and a bunch of *ask me if u wanna know* were eating and clinking glasses already. The worst thing was they were laughing so loud as though they had a more important party of their own. That was plain rude. Many glances shot their way but they didn't bother. C'mon u're invited to an important function where there are a few dato's and datins, so show some manners!

Let's not let that ruin my post, i saw some really great ballroom dancing tonight. Even got dragged onto the dancefloor tonight. Games were going on and exclusive prizes were given out like Czech & Speake and Villeroy & Boch. The emcee, Raymond Goh kept giving out prizes.. So Dad and I went out to dance. Most of us played.

Raymond said "i want the first man to come up to me with a lady's shoes". My dad got down and took my heels off and went to him and got the prize. We got quite a few. haha More on funny stuffs like "first lady to come up with a man's jacket" Won that too.

"2 ladies to come up with a guy's pants" Now thats hilarious as my dad's friend (abit of mat-salleh, hence very sporting) took off his pants and passed it to my mum. And WON THAT TOO! ;-)

So guys, i'm pretty knocked out. Came home an hour ago and couldn't find the black pouch with my mum's and my Identification Card in it. Panicked, of course. Going to have my driving lesson 2moro and i probably need my IC. Dad called his friend and have him to check for us and thank god he found it...under the table =) hehe

Goodnight readers :)

Live like you're dying

noreply@blogger.com (Ju Li) — Thu, 06 Aug 2009 12:06:00 +0000

I asked around today if its okay for girls to ask the guys "do u treat every girl as nice?" (assuming the girl thinks the guy is treating her differently)

That question caught my interest simply because a scene was playing from the tv where the guy was pleasing the girl very much. guy's like a womanizer/ladies' man, mind you.

guy is rich.
guy charms girl.
girl falls for it.
girl not sure.
girl asks guy "so..u treat every girl this nice?"

My dad got excited and quickly said "u know, i hate girls who asked that question. what do they expect the guys to answer?"

And i laughed...

I was thinking girls have probably asked him and he didn't know how to answer.

So my girl friends have answered that its totally fine to ask, to know what the guys think.
Guys think its okay for the girls to ask them too but they said it depends on who's asking.
Girls normally want/need assurance for their lack of confidence, don't u think? Hence they ask questions like this where guys find it hard to answer.

And face the fact, guys normally answer "no, not to every girl"
He probably answered that a million times already.. so yes, he treats every girl as nice.

If the world is coming to an end in a week, what would you do or want to do?
Ivan Yap : rent a hummer and start killing people

tell me what u'll wanna do :) I wanna be a bully. haha

And you're like a sugar bomb...

noreply@blogger.com (Ju Li) — Wed, 05 Aug 2009 09:49:00 +0000

I think there's something wrong with blogger.. I'll update more in the future.

In the meantime, here's Trouble Is A Friend =)

Oh, we've got a long, long way to go

noreply@blogger.com (Ju Li) — Mon, 03 Aug 2009 03:58:00 +0000

More Lenka's videos to be uploaded.

Fun-filled weekend

noreply@blogger.com (Ju Li) — Sun, 02 Aug 2009 19:09:00 +0000

PS : Thanks Sherry (on my cbox), will look for u on Sunday Night. Let me know when ur new shop is opened then =)

PSS : Links are attached with texts in black. So do click on it =)

Autograph-ed =)

Hello :) its 4am now. I slept at 9pm just now, was so tired from a long day. Woke up at 2am , upload all the pictures and here i am! So in the morning i was at SDC (safety driving centre) attending my 6 hours practical course. No doubt it was boring but i got to drive at the end. No, the engine didn't die off so its good. From my twitter, u'll probably notice how bored i was in there. Was tweeting the whole time. haha

So from twitter, i saw LENKA'S TWEET saying that she'll be here today (sunday) in KL. So i got panicked cause Selina told me she'll only be here on tuesday but no, she was here today!! So i rushed there as fast as possible hoping to still get to see her (her showcase was supposed to start at 3.30 and i reached there around 4.20pm) but u know, celebrities are never punctual. I got there 10 minutes earlier before she was out. =)

And god, she was awesome!!

Malaysia weather was getting to her. Everyone was sweating buckets. She took off her outer piece. haha

Lenka : Terima Kasih! Apa Khabar? That's all. Thats the only malaysian i know

There's a video of her below which i uploaded. But i'm not sure if its audible because i can't hear anything from my comp but yes, its fine from my phone.

Back to yesterday..

La Salle's Interact Install

Congrats! =)

we do what we do best.

and they do what they do best. ;-)

i seldom see guys pout but here's one. haha

Carrie, NatLoo, Dhiren and Me went to raju's for fried chicken half way through the install. haha pretty rude but excuse us! =)

After install, we went to Pyramid.

Watched Ghost of the Girlfriends' Past. Pretty good.

Next would be The Proposal i'm watching, hopefully soon. =)

Shalinee and I. we came out of the toilet and we saw a posing spot. =p

Back to 2 days earlier..

July 31st - My seventeenth birthday.

Thank you to those who wished me.

and thanks to those who wished me on their blogs :

- NatLoo

- Sean Wong

- Lydia Miller

- KayZhi

Ist Cake

Thanks mum and dad =)

2nd cake

Gotta thank my classmates for this one. Tilt ur head a lil, u'll be able to read. hehe

3rd Cake

These ppl had a lil surprise for me. thanks =)

NO! we are not sisters. ;

we obviously don't look alike =)

4th Cake

Ryan and Yuhong took me out for dinner. Nice of them. And sorry guys, YH doesn't like his face very much so no pictures.

Here's the video of LENKA singing Don't Let Me Fall

Thats it! Goodnight.. or GoodMorning? =)

Music starts playin' like the end of a sad movie

noreply@blogger.com (Ju Li) — Fri, 24 Jul 2009 14:59:00 +0000

*Tune up my playlist ;-)

I see your face in my mind as I drive away
'Cause none of us thought it was gonna end that way
People are people and sometimes we change our minds
But it's killing me to see you go after all this time

Mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm
Mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm

Music starts playin' like the end of a sad movie
It's the kinda ending you don't really wanna see
'Cause it's tragedy and it'll only bring you down
Now I don't know what to be without you around

And we know it's never simple, never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me
You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand

And I can't breathe
Without you, but I have to
Breathe
Without you, but I have to

Never wanted this, never want to see you hurt
Every little bump in the road I tried to swerve
People are people and sometimes it doesn't work out
Nothing we say is gonna save us from the fall out

And we know it's never simple, never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me
You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand

And I can't breathe
Without you, but I have to
Breathe
Without you, but I have to

It's two a.m., feelin' like I just lost a friend
Hope you know it's not easy, easy for me
It's two a.m., feelin' like I just lost a friend
Hope you know this ain't easy, easy for me

And we know it's never simple, never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me, oh

I can't breathe
Without you, but I have to
Breathe
Without you, but I have to
Breathe
Without you, but I have to

I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry